should i?

hey..
today had english enrichment.. went back home after that.
i dont know if i should join it.. either one.. extremes netball club.. or under 14's..
ms tho asked me that question if i really wanted it... altho its not really my passion.. i at least have some feelings for the sport. but i really don't want to invest in it. i dont want to go for the selections for both teams. even if i did, i won't want to go in.. its streaming year for this year.. i really wanna do good to get into the next level or maybe a express class..i do not want to have other trainings outside.. i dont want to be like jasmine.. stress here and there.. so coach, i dont wanna go to extremes club, even if u said that if i want my team to go far, as u said, netball is a team game. even if i improved, and the rest didn't. it won't be any help. ITS A TEAM GAME.